2026

The wasteland that is my room, 46 x 36 inches, oil on canvas, 2026.
Studebaker CD player
Green sock
Melodrama - Lorde CD, CD case, and booklet
Songs - Adrianne Lenker
Favorite pen
Triangle rock from John’s Island, WA
My journal
Blue ballpoint pen
Bon Iver - Bon Iver
Willoughby Tucker, I’ll Always Love You - Ethel Cain
Virgin - Lorde
Blue lighter
Other green sock
Black ballpoint pen
My sketchbook (one of many)
Kodak Ektar H35 half frame film camera
Son of Spergy - Daniel Caeser
Gregory Alan Isakov with the Colorado Symphony - Gregory Alan Isakov
Capacity - Big Thief
Freetown Sound - Blood Orange
Crying Laughing Loving Lying - Labi Siffre
Striped shirt
Bright Future - Adrianne Lenker
My grandma’s flannel
Myself

I am lights and music only (1/3), 72 x 48 inches, oil on canvas, 2026.

I am lights and music only (2/3), 72 x 48 inches, oil on canvas, 2026.

I am lights and music only (3/3), 72 x 48 inches, oil on canvas, 2026.

I am lights and music only [triptych], 72 x 48 inches, oil on canvas, 2026.
2025

every single night, 28 x 40 inches, oil on canvas, 2025.
It is late at night when I find myself here.
Every single night, I listen to music while aimlessly scrolling through my phone. I eventually put my phone down and just listen. With the music loud, I feel myself split in two, my body falls deep into my mattress as I float outside of my room.
This Look of Love, 24 x 36 inches, oil on canvas, 2025.

I have been thinking about mothers a lot recently. One year ago, my mom’s mom passed away after a multi-year long battle with dementia. Towards the end, there was very little left of my grandma. My mom grasped at anything that reminded her of motherly love — holding her hand, laying in her bed with her, making her laugh. My mom visited her every single Sunday, and occasionally I joined her. I watched my mom come face to face with what would be my worst nightmare. I watched mother-daughter roles reverse, my mom now having to provide care and comfort to her own mom as dementia hijacked her mind. But despite my mom facing this long, drawn out heartbreak, she still showed up every weekend, and sat with her mom and held her hand. This painting, This Look of Love, shows this moment of connection, a shared look between mother and daughter, captured through my eyes. By painting this moment, I contemplate the relationship between mother and daughter, and how that relationship changes as time goes on.

Mom, 42 x 32 inches, oil on canvas, 2025.
Red pear
Her dad’s pipe
Beloved - Toni Morrison
Moby Dick - Herman Melville
The Source of Self-Regard - Toni Morrison
The Courage to Teach
Surrender by Bono
Pointless - Sarah M. Zerwin (herself)
Step Aside - Sarah M. Zerwin
Russian nesting dolls
Blue vase gifted to her by me
Blue handled cup made with depression glass
Candle holder from Santa Fe
Red and gray Nikes
Levi 501s that she stole from her brother in high school
Black button down
Red glasses
Superhero necklace
Assorted rings
Wedding ring
Cuff bracelet
Orange shinola watch
Painting by me of her mother from the 70s
Tattoos
Dad, 42 x 32 inches, oil on canvas, 2025

Binoculars
Warblers
Eastern Forests
Why Evolution Works (And Creationism Fails) by Young and Strode
Endless Forms Most Beautiful
On The Origin of Species by Charles Darwin
Urn containing his mother’s ashes
Framed drawing gifted to him by me
The Analysis of Biological Data
Glass of whiskey with ice
Blue blazer
Orange shirt
Green pants
Red/orange socks
Green leather shoes from Italy
Labradorite ring
Ring from Santa Fe
His father’s class ring
Silver cuff bracelet
Wedding ring
Labradorite necklace
Green glasses

The Things We Keep, 6 3/4 x 5 3/4 inches, oil on wood, 2025.


Four Portraits of Ladies, No Fire: Libby, 40 x 30 inches, oil on canvas, 2025.
Pride and Prejudice
Fleabag: the scriptures
Play It As It Lays - Joan Didion
Atonement - Ian McEwan
The Best Short Stories of Dostoevsky
Glass Vase
Orange Lantanas
Black leather boots
Blue jeans
White lace shirt
Emerald ring (gifted from her grandpa to her grandma in the 60s or 70s)
Gold emerald necklace
Gold emerald bracelet
Brown and gold watch
Four Portraits of Ladies, No Fire: Self Portrait, 40 x 30 inches, oil on canvas, 2025.
Black shirt
Dark blue jeans
Beaded necklace
Moonstone earrings
Usual rings
Labradorite bracelet
Friendship bracelet made by Maddy
Monstera propagation
Old sketchbook
Current journal
Other old sketchbook
The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier and Clay - Michael Chabon
The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
A third sketchbook
Phone playing Holocene by Bon Iver (2:50)
Earbuds
Dr. Marten shoes
Striped socks
Another sketchbook
Oil paints
Brushes
Four Portraits of Ladies, No Fire: Molly, 40 x 30 inches, oil on canvas, 2025.
White tee
Green carhartt overalls
Yellow “the kiss” socks
Sticker-decorated hydroflask
Guitar
Bluets
James and the Giant Peach
The San Juan Islands
Waiting for Godot
3 vintage National Geographic magazines
The Golden Geography: a child’s introduction to the world
Jar of notes
Pin: Greenpeace
Pin: Kiss me I’m a streaker
Pin: listen to more soul
Aquaphor

The Stranger - Albert Camus
Slaughterhouse Five
The Sun also Rises - Hemingway
The Plague - Camus
Cherry blossom electric guitar
Green guitar pick
Sunglasses
Off the shoulder black top
Black belt
Black dress pants
Black leather boots
Gold skull ring
Glass of red wine
The Things We Keep, 6 x 6 inches, oil on wood, 2025.

Four Portraits of Ladies, No Fire: Trew, 40 x 30 inches, oil on canvas, 2025.


Mundane Memories, 16 x 4 x 6 inches, colored pencil on paper, mounted on matboard, 2025.
Taking a photo freezes a moment in time, and drawing that photo allows me to revisit the moment and transform an ordinary, mundane memory into something worth preserving.
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Grandmother, 1977, 24 x 18 inches, oil on canvas, 2025.


Whose skin is this? [triptych], 24 x 18, oil on canvas, 2023-2025.

Whose skin is this? [3/3], 24 x 18 inches, oil on canvas, 2025.
2024

She held me, and now I hold her memory, 42 x 60 inches, oil on canvas, 2024.

Whose skin is this? [2/3], 24 x 18 inches, oil on canvas, 2024.

today I will lie on the ground and stew in this misery, 30 x 21.5 inches, oil on canvas, 2024.
I have spent too much time on this pink couch – it’s a “girl color,” whatever that means. Today, I sink to the floor, overwhelmed by what it means to be a woman in this gross, patriarchal world. Today I will lie on the ground and stew in this misery.
Past works

Whose skin is this? [1/3], 24 x 28 inches, oil on canvas, 2023.

Jane and Dad, 2009, 25.5 x 39 inches, oil pastel on toned paper, 2023.

The Day's Leftovers, 6 x 14 x 11 inches, graphite on paper, 2023.




Pages 1 and 2 from Artist's Book titled: Literally Leave Me Alone, colored pencil on paper mounted onto hot pink construction paper, 2023.

Grandma's hands, 20.5 x 16 inches, colored pencil on paper, 2021.

